Like, come on man.

You know the anchor goes in.

They got you on all these pictures with your anchor facing in the wrong way.

Yeah.

[indistint talking].

Yeah, this one too, huh?

They're all the same from the same event.

Oh, from the same time.

Yeah, they're all the same event.

Look like me.

[indistint talking].

Two years ago, we started coming every year and I wish we would've done it sooner.

It helps us to open up to each other, talk.

A lot of us were kind of doing our own thing, avoiding people, just because we didn't know how to deal with it.

We couldn't continue to do what we do and be as functional as we are without everybody's support and everybody's continued love and reaching out and we know that our pain is not just ours.

It's everybody's.

I love you all.

I love you guys, man.

Since that day, it's just it's.

You know, every time I try to open that box of emotions, it's like I can't even, I get paralyzed and it just, it just drives me into, it just drives me into deflection, dude.

I can't.